This will be the last letter to you. I love you so much; I miss you, all the memories since I was little, I'll never forget, though now you are gone. You have to be in a grave and felt a different life. I still remember when I was a kid, you always look after me, giving a healthy diet, taught me the knowledge. You cared for me very gently, sometimes you are hard at me, but I know it's all just to educate me become a better person. My mother dear, I want to meet with you, even if only in a dream. I still remember the memories when you took a walk to the market and buy all kinds of food and toys. I send this letter just for you, although I already know that you had died. But I'm sure; I believe that you can still read this letter from me and you still always at my side. Mom you really are the person most instrumental in my life. You who had sacrificed for the sake of my birth, between life and death. But now you are gone, all your services will always be remembered for my life. I still remember when you were in hospital before death, I cried, I could not help feeling sad because you are sick. For seven days you are in a public hospital Brebes urban areas. I see you and you are knocked unconscious, I could only see you cry lying weakly in bed hospital. As long as you are admitted to the hospital, I took care brother at home. I find it has a responsibility to the younger. Up to seven days the mother has not been recovered and should be moved to the city hospital of Tegal. I was sadder because the mother had not yet healed, until I see the mother to the hospital. Mother was still weak and do not know me. Really I could not stop the tears. I love mom. After two weeks of you in the hospital, I heard the sad news of his uncle. He said if the mother has died. I can not say anything at that time. Only tears and disbelief that the mother had died that I felt. I still remember my mother's funeral I could not stop crying. Until now, the mother will be buried, and I was told to kiss you one last time. But I could not resist tears and woe, so I did not dare to kiss you. My beloved mother, my only prayer can give you this time, may you always be happy there. I believe someday we could meet in the surge. This letter I send to you as a sense of longing and love for you. I will always miss you and love you. You will always be by my side forever. I love you. I hope you could read this letter, I promise to you to be a good person wherever I am. I will keep all message from you, I will always pray for you. You are the best mother in the world. Actually I need you to be always in my life but it impossible, because you already passed away. I believe you saw me with a nice smile. Perhaps I meet you even though just in a dream. I miss you so much. This is the last letter from me, I wrote from deepest feel and heart. Hopefully you feel happy with me as your son. I promise I will always take care our family forever. I love you. Sincerely your son.